A roaring scream in my ear
A shatering cry in my head
I awake to find nothing
After a destructive night of pleasure
Dancing on the boundaries
Our fragile thin line of existence
I drank recklessly from the fountain of life
Now i\'ve become poisoned
Awaking in peices
Able to live another day
By sacrificing soft innocence
By drinking the pure blood of an angel
Becoming overwhelmed as it enters my system
I lay frozen, paralyzed with remorse
After i\'ve induldged myself in her vestal body
I\'ve stolen its beauty
I\'ve grown weary from my delerious trance
I must stop running from it
I cannot circumvent its hunt for me - anymore
I\'ve spent my life in hiding
From the divine eyes of reality
Of all that i need to see,
So that i may live - the right way
I must embrace my current state
I must embrace who i am
I cant deny which path my mind chooses to infinitely walk
I mustnt be afraid of the over-stimulating sting
-----------Of life----------
I may be at the heights of happiness
Or in the low depths of despair at times
But there is one thing i must remember
That wherever it is my wild emotions take me
Is the ideal spot for my mind to reside
------For the time being------